Geminai-Mist

I had a life but you took it away and now I don't know what to say. My most trusted friend, you were there for me, wouldn't let me be... For you feared for my life, you wouldn't let go, when I wanted to fall you just kept saying no. I wanted to leave the world that day, and finally you were left with nothing to say. All those nights, the endless fights, trying to turn your wrongs into rights. You knew it was coming, I wanted to go, and still you even yelled to make sure I heard you say no. You said I could not, it would hurt you too much, you felt you were the one who had killed me and such. I scolded you back

*started December 28th, 2004* Out at sea, she's riding in a boat with some friends. It's strange, they shouldn't be there, none of them should be there, they are the friends she had lost, so why were they with her? She's sitting in the back of the boat under the canopy top. Her friends are sitting out in the front end, in the sun, talking and having a ball. They're laughing about something but she doesn't know what. Clyde calls her over, waving to her. The others start in telling her to join, but she just shakes her head no. She may go over later, but right now she prefers sitting alone in the back. Something just doesn't seem right. What a