Walking as if blind
I try to leave the world behind
and not a word is said
The air grows thin
as the walls cave in
but I just lay in bed.
The darkness swirls
while stars shine like tiny pearls
so I take a step outside
and keep my tears held up inside.
I start to look around
avoid making a sound
and what started out dark and sad
starts to not feel so bad.
The dark world is then locked away
sved for another day.
Anxieties fill my horrid dreams
and life disapears into the night
I'm left exposed to troubled themes
fears I may not wish to fight
and it continues on
whenever the sun is gone
In daylight hours I'm haunted
as distractions tear me away
daydreams come unwanted
and still I try to seem okay
and life goes on
even though you're gone
Stress shows, triggered by little things
while I ignore the truth
and I'll wonder what a new day brings
while missing my gift of youth
The walls cave in
but I won't give in
Weeks still fly by
life continues as it always does
I may sometimes sit down and cry
remembering what once was
but we move on
The day brings the sun
warm and happy
lighting the way for those who come
The night brings the moon
shining brightly
bringing peace to the land
The day brings clouds
fluffy and white
figures which form in a young child's mind
The night brings stars
twinkling in the sky
showing lost souls the way
The day brings needs
working again
long and almost neverending
The night brings rest
sleep much needed
engulfing us in our greatest dreams
The day brings life
and it's our lives to live
a time to make life worth something
Doplets hit the rooftop
and trickle to the ground
almost like they'll never stop
so they continue making sound
In showers a calm can be found
Some wish it would just go away
and don't let it astound
but rain shall come again
and it's tranquility won't be forgotten
Start to drift
fall asleep
hope that you shall keep
as you travel the way
a adventure shall come and you may
find what was once lost
or what you held dear and wish to regain at any cost
but know once you wake
you'll know it was fake
and you'll pray for it again
to wish time would suspend...
just wait for sunset.
I think of you throughout the night
wondering if I'll be alright
remembering the warmth of your embrace
and how witty you'd get when I wouldn't look at your face
I pray not to see daylight.
I struggle not to forget your smile
or the melodic chime hidden in your voice
I'll try to recall you for awhile
as if I have no choice.
You now come and go as you please
while I'm here missing you so
and you start fading in my memory
but I may see you tommorow
but for now I'm here
missing you dear.
Listen closely and you may find
you're not always alone
and interrupted thoughts may reveal
another person's tone
If you find yourself confused
just look deep inside
and that's when you'll know
where your concience does reside
If ever asked what you treasure most
be careful not to leave what's dear
In your mind a secret is safe
but if let out may become a great fear
Keeping it may make you feel cursed
but in the end you will know
no one can attack you
and you won't have to let go
Be careful of what you say
think twice about what you say
think twice about what you do
and your dreams shall live another day
I had a life but you took it away and now I don't know what to say.
My most trusted friend,
you were there for me,
wouldn't let me be...
For you feared for my life,
you wouldn't let go,
when I wanted to fall you just kept saying no.
I wanted to leave the world that day,
and finally you were left with nothing to say.
All those nights,
the endless fights,
trying to turn your wrongs into rights.
You knew it was coming,
I wanted to go,
and still you even yelled to make sure I heard you say no.
You said I could not,
it would hurt you too much,
you felt you were the one who had killed me and such.
I scolded you back
*started December 28th, 2004*
Out at sea, she's riding in a boat with some friends. It's strange, they shouldn't be there, none of them should be there, they are the friends she had lost, so why were they with her?
She's sitting in the back of the boat under the canopy top. Her friends are sitting out in the front end, in the sun, talking and having a ball. They're laughing about something but she doesn't know what. Clyde calls her over, waving to her. The others start in telling her to join, but she just shakes her head no. She may go over later, but right now she prefers sitting alone in the back. Something just doesn't seem right. What a
Sediment-Shaped Sediment Ch. 1 by 3-sided-die, literature
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Sediment-Shaped Sediment Ch. 1
They say that life comes at you fast, and usually quite unexpectedly. This was no doubt the case when Ethan Morrimer woke up in the dark, mostly naked, and feeling quite not himself. The room was dark, dank and cold, as such rooms often are. He sat up on a hard bench where he had lain sleeping, no blanket, only a pillow to rest his head. One of those pillows wrapped in plastic that isnt actually comfortable, but lifts your head, and gives a very sterile feeling to wherever you place it.
He looked around and saw only a few faint lights scattered at parts of the room. He examined one immediately next to his bench and, as he touched it, t
Current Residence: Plymouth State University Favourite genre of music: I think it would go under "Metal Opera" o_0 Operating System: MacOS X (Macbook) MP3 player of choice: IPod Video Personal Quote: "Think of me long enough to make a memory..." -Nightwish
Favourite Movies
Pirates of the Carribean
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Nightwish, Sonata Arctica, Evanesence
Favourite Games
The Legend of Dragoon
Favourite Gaming Platform
Playstation and PS2
Tools of the Trade
Xylophone or Timpani mallets >_>
Other Interests
Playing music, listening to music, creating music, heh... I'm a music addict.
Hey. It's me. Yeah, that depressed Teenager who did a lot of eyeballing and writing. I'm back. I'm active. I'm starting anew. With new skills and new focus, I'm now active on TheBlueHuman (https://www.deviantart.com/thebluehuman) . With 10 years of inactivity I felt like starting over. I still sign my work as Gem though, and will always respond to that name. If you'd like to continue to follow me, get back in touch, see how I'm doing, head over to https://www.deviantart.com/TheBlueHuman . Thanks guys!
I guess I'm going to try to write again... bare with me everyone. It's been a long time.
My latest story project/theme can be viewed on *Note me if you really are interested*.
Part one of my new story project has already been posted.
Edit: Parts 1-4 are out... omfg :onfire:
Sadly I'm not as good as I was 3-4 years ago. Sorry guys for the decrease in emotional quality. i'm still working on opening up in my writing again since it used to be a vent for me. I'm figuring out what exactly I'm venting this time.
Yeah I know it's been a while. A long while.
I've been drawn back to my old Kazuma City works. The project is long dead, but I still have character claims and my old 17 chapter story. I even have my 1st chapter of the next story that I never continued. Recently I was thinking about writing the second story. It's nice to know I have it already started. The old struggle I had was trying to figure out how to write it over a lapse of time that still allowed the characters to be in High School... without changing their ages in the first story. Now I feel I can probably write and have them out of school, just not by much. I recently re-read all 17
Hello gemgem,I have he prologue to my book done, going to post it tomorrows, I hope you are well,tell me how you been if you got the time to send me a note.